your ugly

inside

and out

I wish I looked Like-

Not Like- 

....But Also Not Like-

I Dont Think 

Ill Ever Look Like...

Her

When I Look In Your Eyes

I Find My Self

Two may talk together

under the same roof for many years,

yet never really meet,

and two others at first speech are old friends.

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The Words Are Felt

But Not Said

I Can See Them Hanging Between Your Lips

But Fear Keep Them From Reaching My Ears

Wisdom teeth out in less than 10 hours.

really think im going to die.

Really dont want to.

Still thinking of ways to get out of it.

maybe iv lost it

Have you ever been so unsure 

about something to sure?

What Do You Dream About?

And The New Isnt So New

Its The Same OLLLLD Shit

You Suck 

More Than He Did

<3

Hold Me 

Promise To Never Let Go

You got me so confused

Twisted around your finger

You may be different from the last

But in the end all men are alike

Or maybe  its Me

To dumb to see the tricks

Its What You DO

UhOh

What Is This Feeling?

Something Like 

Kinda Like

The Best Feeling

I Just Wanna Be Close To You

Can't Get You Off My Mind

Kinda Amazing 

Just Something About You

That Has Me Up All Night

Im SO Sick Of This Door Being Open

Lets Just Close It

Lock It And Forget Where The Key Is.

dead

I Kinda Have This Problem

Were You The Only Thing Keeping Me Alive

And At This Very Moment

I Cant Breath

I Cant Think

Its All I Have To See Through The Tears And Write This

I Want To Be Dead

I Want This To End

I Don't Want To Hurt

You Don't Love Me And That Is Now Clear

I Wish I Could See You

I Just Wish You Were Here

Take A Trip In Side My Head

If Just For A Minute I Know You Would Respect  It

You Would Marvel At The Colors And The Thoughts

You Would Bounce Off My Dreams And Land On My Hopes

Take A lot Of Pictures Because This May Be The Only Minute That You Truly Understand Me

You Might Get Lost

But You Don't Need A Map

Just Follow Your Heart

And I Promise You'll Find Truth

You Give Me Chills

Cold That Feels So Warm

The Sudden Sensation Of Joy And Confusion

Shivers Of Happiness And Bliss

So Uncomfortable Yet So Comforting

Smile <3

Miles Away

Tears In My Eyes

You By My Side

Whispering In My Ear

Holding Me Close

Making Me Smile

shh now baby

Secrets arnt hard to find

you just have to know where to look

Secrets live in our soul

But can be seen in our eyes

They long to be let out

But we try so hard to keep them in

No one wants them 

But we all have them

Secrets never sleep

They just learn to keep quiet

Shhh

i cant do this any more. 

Today I will wear makeup

Makeup

the only thing keeping my tears back

Love and friendship exclude each other.

We All Have Secrets ;-)

Scared

I'm Scared To Love Any One But Him

Because I'm Scared To Lose Another.

Because I'm Strong.

Not today

Usually I cry

But today is different

My heart may have learned a thing or two

About what is fake and what is true

It seems so silly.

I fall so easily.

All I Have

Old memories

and your name

Your Eyes 

Your Smell

Your Laugh

Your Touch

Your Kiss

Your Promise

Time for sleep

Time to dream

<3

-And Then I Saw Your Eyes

Just another day

Where happiness was short

Laughter was little

And tears have fallen 

Best Friends. Like totally.

Friends to the fucking end

Yes fucking way

You understand me top to bottom, Right?

Don't you?

I asked DON'T YOU?

How sure are you?

How sure are you that you know me well enough to judge me?

Oh Wait, Sorry I forgot your ignorant 

Oh yea sorry I forgot 

Your ugly too

still...

It's funny

I'm stupid

For a second I really expected more from you

To hear more from you

To understand you more

-But no

I still can't hear you bitch