everyone wants the same thing. no one is born wanting to die to be unhappy to feel sad unwanted used or threatened. these feelings are all learned. but at the same time so are the feelings of being happy warm wanted and beautiful. we learn to love we learn what is beautiful what is normal what is liked disliked weird and strange. i want love. i want to feel wanted to feel beautiful to be warm touched hugged kissed and complimented. to feel like im apart of something maybe to just have friends. but in the end where do we go? we make choices which influence the rest of our lives. how much they influence our lives we can never know. something as small as choosing to wear a pink shirt over blue may be the difference of finding a love or losing a love of catching a bus of missing a bus. we can't worry about small things. in the end what do you have. i know that in the end all i want is to be happy and feel loved by someone who to me is perfect someone who should change nothing. some one who loves me for me and respects the way i live the choices i make the things i stress over and some one who doesn't care what color shirt i wear or if i missed the bus someone who loves the me for me<3