i lost all control my body over took my brain and i had no idea what was going on
i made stupid mistakes and i am more than so mad at myself i hate my self and i cant live like this any more.
I went to my councilor and requested a emergency consult with a doctor
my councilor thinks i have bipolar disorder or manic depression? i dont know much about this all i know is they are the same thing. and that the doctor will be able to help me out alot more. i just have to wait to visit him in another week.
I hope something changes before then or atleast that i can make it till then because i really want to fix everything in my life and not fight my self any more.

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