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So today me and steve started talking again he texted me and said he misses me and he feel extremely bad for abandoning me at such a hard time in my life. I'm a softy so of course I acted like nothing was wrong. My guard is defiantly up and I'm very scared he isn't going to understand anything about what's going on in my life. I wish he had never left that was I wouldn't have to exPlain everything that he missed over again. I told him we should talk in person and my mind is racing so ill let you know how it goes if I do even end up seeing him. Wish mE luck!